Some feeling in my heart I can''t explain
So lonely you were drinking at night

Tears are falling down and crying out
Feel better in that way
Stuck to my past

Your smile was bright but in sorrow
So sick and tired of talking to them
I knew it wasn''t real

I wanna breath in only beautiful light
Tell me how I can get out of this deadfall

Looking up and waiting for the sunshine
My heart was shouting inside for help
But no one is there, I''m losing voice
Dusty sand settled my faith
Do you accept that? Is that what you really want?

The loneliness has faded my purity
I could not keep myself for nothing

I spent nights with some easy guys
Just trying to dump that feeling
Do you really feel love in the core?
Temporary and so superficial

I knew that I don''t wanna live this stupid way
Someone, can you please slap my face?

Looking up and waiting for the sunshine
My heart was shouting inside for help
But no one is there, I''m losing voice
This is not the place I want to be
I''ll creep up from the bottom, I''m not weak

Hey guys, I won''t do any cheap revenge
I''ll go higher with high pitch
Where you can''t even reach me
I found ways, I''ll leave a bit
So don''t touch me, don''t pinch me
I''ll let you see it with a keen edge

The darkness scares me, trying to block me
Crying out loudly, never again
I''ll just get over it

Looking up and feeling the sunshine
Calling all pieces in my past
Someone is there, watching over me
This is the place I want to be
Asking myself what you really want?

Here, this is the only beginning
I see it, it''s right over there