Wish it never started?
Say it once and never again
Nothing really seems to phase me
Nothing hurts, everything's repeatable
Suffer the fainthearted
Eyes to the back of the head
I dreamed that nothing really seemed to shake me
Nothing hurt as I spoke of the unspeakable

They say the sorrow lies in parting
another thing I misunderstand
Everything aligned so perfectly
And yet nothing fits and I'm tired of being comfortable
Sugar turns to sour
Sick and then it goes sweet again
Taste it when I want to forget it
On my teeth and tongue, is this all that I'm leaving with?

Over and over

It's like the best kept secret that won't lie and it won't go and it won't die
When everyone's indifferent it fades to insignificance

Wish it never started
Well that's twice now, I've done it again
Losing all the things that made me?
Well that's a brave mistake and a funny way of letting go
there we go
now we're gone
there we go
Well that's a brave mistake and a funny way of letting go

Up the stairs, he waits and the cast are counting the ways
In which he tried to leave
Up the stairs indifference begins to crumble and we're lucky to be alive